I feel like I'm in limbo. Not quite anywhere, not going anywhere, waiting for something to happen.
Went for drinks with Jamie last night, which was really nice. We caught up on Andy and family... It was just so good to finally talk to someone about how I'm feeling without having them jump down my throat. He's such a great bloke. Him and his wife are thinking about having kids and we talked about that, which was weird. I imagine that it'll hit me, sooner or later, and that I'll collapse in much the way I was doing beforehand. The doctor said it can take anything between days to years for the grief to hit.
Och, to the dishes at the Stac.
Current Mood: listless
Current Music: Chris' crappy aus music.